When I was 17, I started dating the girl of my dreams. A year in she cheated on me and left me for one of my friends. After they broke up, we got back together. Almost 5 years later, I feel like I am settling. In 2018, I met a girl and It felt like I had known her my entire life. I haven't stopped thinking about her since. I have fought to keep her in my life despite everything. She is my twin flame. Being around her is like an out of body experience every single time. I know that if I gave the relationship a chance, It would be everything I have ever wanted. I'm scared of letting go and starting over, scared of hurting my girlfriend. But I'm even more scared of not taking the chance of absolute happiness. I can't imagine life without her and I think if I don't take the chance, I'm going to regret It for the rest of my life.