What if you break up with your girlfriend and ill break up with my boyfriend, and try this ONE MORE TIME. What if, against all odds, we make it back to each other? What if after our break up in 2014, we somehow, manage to find each other again? Sure, you broke my heart, and yes, it was painful; but what if that was in preparation for this? For us.

What if I needed to experience the heartache with you, to find you again? Ive searched for you, in every man and still, cant find you, in anyone. I promise it’ll be the last time we try. Please just give this a chance to be what it can be, Dylan. I can’t live everyday not knowing what we could’ve been.

I won’t do it.

So, while im with him, ill be patient. I’ll wait to see where this goes, because you have no idea how hard it is, to sleep next to a man, I wish was you. Leave her and love me instead, please.

To the love of my life I’m too scared to love again..